Inadequate

Petra Asked Alexandria > The Squirrel Crew!
thinking about cutting... all i get from people is "your not skinny enuff"
DO YOU WANT ME TOO STOP EATING CAUSE IM SO FUCKING CLOSE MAN!!!! :'(

^ that post has really brought my old feelings of inadequacy back to the surface. Fuck.

I was actually feeling kinda good, albeit really tired, and now - boom.

She's ok, but I feel like crap. My 600 gram (21.1643772 ounces) weight loss this week isn't enough. My few days of starving and partial fasts isn't enough. I need to get back into wearing makeup every day, and getting dressed every day, and not eating. I need to stop fart assing around if I want to be good enough.



Why can't I feel good enough? I need to call my counsellor =(