on my Facebook today, I saw a post from one friend to another. The initials thing I used to do gets confusing so let's call these friends Cassie and Alana. Now, another friend of ours, Acacia, has been in an abusive relationship in which she was the victim with a guy named Ethan. Ethan is nasty to her. Manipulative, controlling, insulting, and he has been known to lose his temper and lash out at her, threaten her. He threatened to push my pregnant friend down the stairs awhile ago.
Today, something happened and Acacia told Cassie to tell Alana that she could kill Ethan. I value life way too much to let that happen, and have told Alana several times that I don't want her killing people. Maimed, yes. Infertile, yes. Crippled, at a stretch. But not killing. She came in and said nobody could stop her after what he'd done to her. I got angry and punched the chair and bashed the keyboard and told her that fine, she could do whatever she wanted, go kill somebody, play God, whatever. She then apologised to me and said she wouldn't hurt him that bad, I said "Just please don't kill him."
she got annoyed and informed me that she wasn't going to take this lightly. We agreed on that.
I was FURIOUS when this happened and actually ended up in tears and now I'm just tired and numb. I hope she keeps her word.
On another somewhat related note I really feel like cutting, and I have never cut. This sucks. Doesn't help I know where a nice clean sharp knife is. I hope I don't break. I'll do my best.
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