Attention

It's come to my attention that I have been attention whoring and making everything I post about me. For that I deeply apologise, it's something I've been trying to work on. It won't happen again, I'll keep a tighter rein on what I say.

It's been suggested to me that perhaps I shouldn't be writing all this down as a public blog, and you know, maybe that's the case, maybe I shouldn't. I didn't want anyone I know to see this blog, but I don't care if randoms see it.

My boyfriend, my friend H, and C are going to help me get counselling sorted. Maybe then I won't be so fucked up. I dunno. Maybe I'll go on the right meds and things will look up. I don't know. I've no way of knowing.

I'm going to take a hiatus from posting for a few days, I need to wrap my head around the issues that have been presented to me. I'll respond to comments but I'm not going to post.

By the way, D lived. He didn't attempt in the end.