Shoved my foot in Boyfriend's face, to be playful...he got mad and slapped my leg away. It doesn't hurt, but I'm a bit wounded. I can't believe how STUPID I was to think that was ok! He apologised, but I told him it was my fault. I shouldn't have shoved my foot in his face, especially not while he was gaming. I cried, too. What the fuck? Crying because he got a little angry? Boo fucking hoo!
What the fuck happened to being perfect? Doing that shit isn't perfect. And eating enough food to make your weight increase by 20kg isn't perfect either. I need to get my ass into gear with actually going through with what I've said. Be quieter, eat less, lose weight, wear makeup, never look sloppy or lazy, keep my hair washed, and don't be so irritating. It's fucking easy, so why can't I do it right?
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