Depression

Today was shit. I failed. Hard. Don't even want to type my intake because it was so fail.
But I feel like absolute ass. I pissed my bulimic friend off when she asked me if the iron tablet I gave her (which has 222mg of iron) would make her gain weight. I said no, and told her it had zero of everything except iron. And my boyfriend is in a bad mood because someone had a bath which means he can't have his nightly stress-release shower. I just tried to talk to my flatmate, Boyfriend talked over me. I'm tired, I want to SH, I have a headache, I'm depressed, and I want to say this.

It pisses me off when people are like "I've been depressed for SO LONG, it's been nearly a year and I'm just ready to give up, I haven't magickally gotten better. I'm not gonna get therapy or meds cause I'm misinformed and I think it won't work for me because I'm a special case.". GUESS WHAT. I'VE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR THIRTEEN YEARS. You think you're somehow special? Get FUCKED. Give the meds a fucking try, find a therapist, and pour your little heart out or YOU WON'T GET BETTER. I haven't gotten any happier on my own. My social anxiety is preventing me from switching to a therapist I trust, gotta get on someone's back about helping me with that. But I am not a special snowflake, I am a statistic. I am one of around 24% of teens who have untreated depression in my country. Fuck it just pisses me off so much. Sorry if I offended anyone...actually, no, fuck off, I am not sorry, get yourself some fucking help and stop wasting your life like I have.