Tired

Omg. How am I so tired? I've only been up for three hours. Didn't get the promised ice cream or lollies today, but lollies are happening tomorrow - I'd better be careful about what I eat!

Feeling really triggered, like I've been accused. Last night, I posted a status about my friend that was talking about suicide (she's alive by the way), and I just got a comment from my cousin on it, saying "You should not put this kind of information on Facebook I does not help the person involved."

In that one sentence she implied that I am a bad friend (I already knew that of course), that I'm not helping my friend at all, and that I am sharing her plight with the public without thinking about how she'd feel. My good mood is just gone.

Oh, look, another reply.


Me: neither she nor her mum can see this post, and I put it up to update and inform those who needed to know what was happening.
She's alive, by the way.
My Cousin: But how is she going to feel of she finds out about it? She may feel ashamed or hurt which could make things worse. Txt those people or private message them. Glad she is alive.


Intake:
5 glasses So Good @ 475cal
3 packets 2 Minute Noodles @ 684cal
Half a bag of Milk Shake Toffees @ 399cal

I'm exhausted.