Wednesday, 29 February 2012

Perfect

I fucked up. I wasn't perfect. Now I suspect I'll become a scar on her wrist.
I was talking to someone (A) about my friend I mentioned earlier (B, and her girlfriend is D), and I fucked up and hurt her.

I was talking to A about B, without naming names at all, and mentioned that I wasn't to tell D. She got irritated at me and said "Who cares if she 'asked'? Isn't her wellbeing more important?"
I snapped and told her "Don't you dare accuse me of not caring about her."
"I didn't. That's not what I said."
"It's what you implied."
"No it wasn't...but w/e."

Then she unfriended me and posted in a group we both belong to on fb, which she only rejoined today:

"Changed my mind, guys. Sorreh. 2 hours here and I'm already getting the same useless feeling. Maybe some day soon. :) ♥ you all!! Mwah!!"

Our mutual friend, T, checked on her. She said she was ok, but T has his doubts, and I feel terrible. I've apologised, but I don't expect forgiveness.

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