I did it! I stayed below my calorie limit again! I'm so happy. And I was below WITHOUT exercise too!
On another note, I have another reason to keep my ED a secret. My flatmate. She's trans (MtF), and she posted this status this morning:
In the last month, my bitch of a mother invites and then humiliates me in front of her wedding, constantly misgenders me, causes me to break down too many times to count then ultimately pushes me to the closest ive been in 4 years to suicide, then ignores everything like it never happened, and refuses to talk when i made it obvious i needed to, old friends refuse to have anything to do with me, long lost and recently rediscovered ones refuse to so much as say hi, last night one of the few real friends i have scares the crap out of me with aggro, every single fucking positive thing that happens seems to either go to shit or guarantee two horrible things will happen.
Sometimes i wish life would just fuck off, die and leave me alone
/rant
Sometimes i wish life would just fuck off, die and leave me alone
/rant
with all that in mind, I'm not going to tell her I'm giving in to my ED. She needs one steady thing in her life.
Right! Off to have my greasy greasy 390-cal dinner!
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