Panicking

omg
no
C
He's going to kill himself
No
I can't lose him
I can't lose anyone else
He's my friend
He's awesome
But...he's so unhappy
I know, but...no, this is horrible
He can't afford help because he won't tell his parents
And they'll never know why he did it
I don't know what to do...with K it was so easy, but C...I don't have ANY contacts for him...
I'm falling...